the same sun that rises over castles and welcomes the day spills over buildings into the streets where orphans play.

i am so, totally, irreconcilably, horridly, irritatingly inconsistent.

man.

i love this whole blogging idea. everything about it...

guess i'm just a slacker. but hey, at least i'm trying.

so....here's what has happened lately.

i went to baltimore on the spring break bsu mission trip!

totally awesome!

it was so much fun...and i really got to see God work in the city.

even if just a little.

also, i went to interviews for summer missions.

i got the job in canada!

toronto, ontario, canada.

for two months.

big change, but God will work!

i'm sure of it.

some bad news.

while i was in baltimore, i received an e-mail.

"are you able to bring 500 dollars per month to rent an apartment?"

for toronto..

my first reaction:

"NO I AM NOT ABLE TO BRING 500 DOLLARS PER MONTH TO RENT AN APARTMENT!!!"

but then i took a breath, reread the e-mail, and thought:

"it might work out."

so i'm just trusting God...i have nowhere near 500 dollars,

but He is in control.

so i need some prayers, guys.

also, i wish i lived on the prairie in the 1800's.

done.